HAPPY BIRTHDAY MJ :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D (i know it isn't much and there isn't any chikan treat)
8:08 PM
Velvet Vocals
You were a song writen within the shadows Brought to daily life with your sweet libretto Followed by the rhythmic sounds of a piccolo and accompanied by an orchestra of endless sorrow Caught up in the emotions of the show; Velvet vocals flooding my enchanted soul Tainted smirks behind the window; Wrenched through life's mysterious willow. I wake up from a tear soaked pillow A dream which I now feel is hollow
-Natalia
NICE SIOL she did this in less than 5mins. i find it... INCREDIBLE. woo nahse
8:31 AM
Kids (thanks nat!)
The casualties i feel your pain There is no need for you to hide in shame Unfair it may be to be in the shoes Of you and I
Left in their hands they chose to decide The outcome of life in a sorry plight So sing with me as i scream this song For the casualties I'm a casualty
Why can't you just say that you're sorry It's not the way it is supposed to be Make a sacrifice, he's not here tonight Don't play your disguise That paper castle i sure to destroy
Raised a soldier you built me with iron Now blow me away like matchstick dolls Handcuffed and silenced Our eyes see ears listened So sing with me as i scream this song For the casualties I'm a casualty
Why can't you just say that you're sorry It's not the way it is supposed to be Make a sacrifice, he's not here tonight Don't play your disguise That paper castle i sure to destroy
8:02 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I don't know if i'm taking this too seriously. If you are in a relationship at my age, do you see yourself with that girl/boy till marriage or only in present? Sometimes we go into a relationship with no confidence or whatsoever of it ever lasting that long. Or are we in it for sake of having a relationship? Or what are we feeling towards the other just temporary? Or do we just want to have fun? Cause to me, eventhough i'm only 18 i feel it's only right to step into a relationship i'm confident would last till death. I wouldn't want to commit into something knowing it would end some where along in the future or have no confidence of it ever lasting that far. I'm sure no one would commit into something they aren't sure about, would you loan a million dollars to a stranger who needs it urgently? No.
Well lasting till death might seem abit too far prolly the least marriage. Even so being married is just a title. My mum once said, "No one is ever right to call someone theirs, till death" which is true. I mean i've had Exs and from each i learnt many lessons. Whether is it problems with myself, problems with relationships etc. but i've not been in a long relationship. Which kinda sucks.
And some friends ask me "Why think so far?" Then again, am i taking this too seriously haha shit. JIALAT LAHH LIKE THAT!! haha dear handful of readers, is what i'm saying true or is my mind fucking me up? HAHA
2:25 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
just something i want to share :)
1:20 PM
Seasonscape.
Like a tree we change our colours Depending on the seasons Now the forest's on fire With Autumn Red And fall to ground When things get too cold We are what our feelings show
So follow your heart Do not take back what's fallen apart Leave it behind it's a sin to be angry But it'll never get old Cause feelings are changing We are what our feelings show
Bloom with this warmth on my skin Feel the seasons all changing to spring Now into Summers' Green But it's all repeating And everything is changing We are what our feelings show
So follow your heart Do not take back what's fallen apart Leave it behind it's a sin to be angry But it'll never get old Cause feelings are changing We are what our feelings show.
:)
3:34 AM
Friday, August 14, 2009
I realise, i miss family. i miss dinner together. i miss going out together. i miss looking into her room without having it locked. i miss those days he goes "hey sweets". i miss times when they look at each other and not have that awkward silence. i fucking miss family.
i don't know who to blame it on. Whatever it is, to me, he is a man. A man i would really like to grow up as and definitely follow in his footsteps. She made a mistake, how many more? I've enough, but im silenced. I hope you realise. Is a family even a privilege? It just ain't right.
All i can say is cherish. Cherish family, cherish משפחה.
It's a video on this 3 Russian dudes who brutally murdered an innocent guy for their own sickly pleasures and videoed the entire thing down. One of the most fucked up video i've ever seen in my life. Seriously i don't even know why im posting it down HAHA maybe it cause i haven't much to say anyways. Warning: The video can cause vomitting, nausea, dysphoria and depression. Hardcore enough? haha watch at your own risk. Oh btw it isn't normal murder like a gunshot to the head and such. It's more of puncturing a screwdriver into the tummy and eye and also the mauling of his head with a hammer. We just don't know but the world is seriously fucked up. Fuck these guys.
And for this entire week it has been so boring which explains why there isn't anything on this blog cause it'll all be the same, waking up at 4pm, eat, computer, sleep. Professional bum! And where is the song we recorded! It's suppose to be done mixing by sunday, it's already thursday and still nothing #&@(*!%)&#*()@!. K done :P
3:41 AM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Marionettes and Mannequins
Lets cut to the chase The matter of you playing me insane You left me to fend all alone Defenceless against your tone
You took my heart and returned it in pieces Like a book just for rent just you burnt all the pages And made history this story about you and me How can i forget let forgive
Surmount the amount of your made up stories Comparable to the tears that i cried Your phrases so beautifully raised now razed Enough of your lipstick deceit
You took my heart and returned it in pieces Like a book just for rent just you burnt all the pages And made history this story about you and me How can i forget let forgive
I thought i knew you Dont we all think we thought we knew Your masquerade is over You blew all the covers Now unmask the true you The one that we never thought we knew was you
You took my heart and returned it in pieces Like a book just for rent just you burnt all the pages And made history this story about you and me How can i forget let forgive
You paint your dreams While they colour their nightmares Or so it seems We just pretend that we care A war they all fight but everyone is dying With no one to kill but the hunger inside
We sit and wait for the sun to rise But what happens to the side it has left behind? Now they wait for the only light they seek Just to realise it would only set again Think about it our world is sick Show that you care or so to speak.
Oh by the way, the first post is by limian wasn't me :P
This skin was entirely made by vintage.veggie. Resources used have been credited, strictly no touching any of the credits. Basecodes were done by me as well.
