I don't know if i'm taking this too seriously. If you are in a relationship at my age, do you see yourself with that girl/boy till marriage or only in present? Sometimes we go into a relationship with no confidence or whatsoever of it ever lasting that long. Or are we in it for sake of having a relationship? Or what are we feeling towards the other just temporary? Or do we just want to have fun? Cause to me, eventhough i'm only 18 i feel it's only right to step into a relationship i'm confident would last till death. I wouldn't want to commit into something knowing it would end some where along in the future or have no confidence of it ever lasting that far. I'm sure no one would commit into something they aren't sure about, would you loan a million dollars to a stranger who needs it urgently? No.

Well lasting till death might seem abit too far prolly the least marriage. Even so being married is just a title. My mum once said, "No one is ever right to call someone theirs, till death" which is true. I mean i've had Exs and from each i learnt many lessons. Whether is it problems with myself, problems with relationships etc. but i've not been in a long relationship. Which kinda sucks.

And some friends ask me "Why think so far?" Then again, am i taking this too seriously haha shit.
JIALAT LAHH LIKE THAT!! haha dear handful of readers, is what i'm saying true or is my mind fucking me up? HAHA
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