Today was fine like any other day until i stepped through those doors with my mask on. The minute it hit my eyes, my heart sank, deeper then the Titanic. We were joking and laughing our way as we made it to the hospital, we were feeling pretty fine. There laid my uncle, dad's brother, he could barely open his eyes let alone raise his hands. It was heart-wrenching. Bandages embraced his head and tubes like wires everywhere from his hands to the mouth.

My uncle went for an operation, a tumour near the forehead. It was fine until his brain was infected. If you guys read the newpaper if im not wrong it was on a friday last week. In fact its hard to miss since its on the front page. Swandi, a former S-League coach in hospital after he was diagnosed with a tumour growing in his head, unaware for 6-7 years. And the worst part is, he looks exactly and i mean really 99% like my dad. My mum just couldnt hold her tears, i wouldve cried so hard with her but i held back. i felt so bad, so guilty for i dont know what reason to at all.

Then as i stood beside him he raised his hands and i held it, my brother leaned forward to said a few words, i couldnt hear what it was but i could only see him lay there nodding his head. I felt i had to say something, i needed to say something, but i couldnt speak, i didnt know what to say. It was as if reality strucked me so hard, i fell speechless as i stood there holding his hand and looking at him as he lay there, thinking to myself how sympathetic he looked and how he resembles my dad soo much. i miss him and i miss family.

Neways luckily when we visited him that evening he just got outta ICU, if i were to see in in ICU im sure i couldn't have held back. And if i would've said somehing just now i'd tell him " Thanks for everything and i hope you get well soon" i know it isnt much cause till now im still quite speechless.


- My heart's a picture, it tells a story but it doesn't beat.
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21st december 2012, why is this date so significant?
Well according to many scientist studying the ancient Mayan texts suggest that the Mayans predicted this day to be the coming of a new age. A big change which probably suggests the coming of the end of the World. Not only are their predictions very accurate, Nostradamus himself predicted many things that have already came true today and he himself suggests 2012. His theory lies more on the alignment of the sun with the galaxy that shall bring much havoc onto earth. His prediction of global warming, wars, tsunami, hurricanes have all came true. However he does suggest, like the Hopi Indians, that there is still hope. It depends on us to choose the path towards destruction or salvation. Well i watched this documentary i downloaded concentrating on Nostradamus Predictions and it was really interesting, that was abit of the 1hr 30mins show for you. You guys should check it out, have an open mind ;)

So neways i found this really cool video from a friend who shared it on facebook so i had to share it too for this is the best advertisement i've ever seen in my life.
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/posted.php?id=674844192&share_id=174166573295&comments=1#s174166573295
go check it out ;)

Going for dinner later to celebrate granddad's bday. :) Aaron prolly coming over for dota tonight haha.

Here's a big shoutout to a friend who recently seems to be not herself and very depressed.
This might be a really hard time for you be whatever the problem is, show strength and you shall conquer, show weakness you'll only crumble further. Try and stay positive no matter how hard it is, if you've a problem in i'm here to listen cause i know how it feels to keep everything inside. it sucks. Like i said, don't burden the whole weight onto your heart, it might just collapse one day and hurt you more. Cry if you want but cry only once, make it the best ;) and a little quote to you that i've seen many times.
"What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger."
stay strong my dear ;)
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