To: Adelaide, Bjorn, Charmaine, Minseok, Aaron, Ben, Stacey, Hongyi, Jinwoon, Samuel, Rafi, Wayne, Aloysious, Yorkseng, Weijun, Jo.

Thanks for turning up, your presence's very much appreciated.
I really hope to see you guys soon, hopefully i've stories to tell and so do you :) will be looking forward to our next meet. Till then take care guys


And to Aaron, thanks for being a great friend, a brother. To be honest, my life would've been very very much different ( Negatively ) if it weren't for you. Thanks for being there and this friendship forged between us can be confidently guaranteed non-transient haha! Take care and good luck alright.

P.S: My doors are always open to your troubles as well, all you need too is but to ask :)
7:36 PM



I would like to take time to thank some people for making my friday very much enjoyable and worth remembering,
Jacob
Zul
Aida+BF
Steph
Nabeel
Syad
Harith
Fuzz
Weiern
Hilmi
Brian
Gab
Kahleong+GF
Shafiq
i hope i didnt leave anyone out.
Haha thank god i met you guys cause it sure has given much joy in my life. Thanks alot for making a disaster into something much much better than ive expected. See ya guys soon! take care :)
And also to Insyeera, been awhile since we've met and you've no idea how nice it is to finally catch up. Remember to watch those movies i mentioned! Take care alrights, espacially your health.
12:29 PM



Dad just asked my mum whether he could send me off and as usualy mum disagrees. I dont know. I have no say. She she says, ill usually just take it all in and shut up, the more i say, the higher tendency for her to cry and i dont want that. But fuck long time since ive seen him sia. I really dont know.

And monday he asks us out for dinner, my mum was very reluctant and the way she conveyed it wasnt even convincing. She was like i dont know lah up to you all. I also feel ifi choose to at least have dinner withhim since he wont be sending me off on tues, she will still cry. How sia like that..
8:14 AM



Just got a mail from dad,

" ASSALAMUALAIKUM Handsome how are u? PAPA miss u all pls let papa know where n when u going to NS. I would like to sent u so dat i can apply leave. Oh ya how is ur preparation? Anymore jamming? By d way CONGRATULATION Pools beat Spurs we lost to a better team. PLS sent my best regards to all papa really miss my children. PLS KEEP IN TOUCH... LOVE U ALL BAZLEE AIDIL LYNDA. "

We miss you to.

Now that ive a week left till NS i feel like meeting my close friends, those dear to me.
Sec sch friends, Band friends, Poly friends, Insyeera, Nad, Nat and prolly some of my ex's hahaha. so many people so little time.
Now that NS is coming i guess freedom is out of the question since im gonna start studying too
so i really hope i could spend time with you guys before my country robs away my freedom haha :)

Then again many people ask me, "So how looking forward to it?" All i can say is, i guess ill just make the best out of it yeah? and hopefully NS will mould me into someone better, i hope. Can't wait to start studying again, my brains been kinda rusty for awhile, gotta get back.

Gonna start saving from now, make do with what i have so hopefully by 28 or so i would get to travel to world. Thats ultimately my life's goal, really hope i can achieve it.

So, 7 days, 160 minutes, 10080 minutes, 604800 seconds. Aint much.
But then again, gotta make the best out of everything :)


I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.
12:05 PM



Vow and sink in the wave
But when you've woken up
Pieces will have fell in two
I've still got some laying next to me
Right next to waht means the most to me
What still makes sense
When you're surrounded & swallowed whole
You just trust and the fear
Lingers rights in front of you
Now I wonder if it's all a learning curve to find
Or just a fucking waste of time
Is there somebody holding out on me?
There was a contemptuous song ringing in my ear
When I was never sold
When I was involved
Next to you
I was hoping that tonight that I could see a vision
Ghost eyes, show me
Hellfire or heaven
There was a contemptuous song ringing in my ear
When I was never sold
When I was involved
The furthest truth

Sights and Sounds
11:36 AM



He hiss and weave deceitful stories
To lure the ones who tried to trust
Another word, another lie
Trying so hard to catch the eye
So how about you save your breath
Your cover's blown, it's pellucid to hear

Liar, liar
Liar, liar

Go away its starting to swoon me
Stop putting up a false pretense
Cause it'll only get you
It'll only get you in the end
Try to keep it close to you
Cause it's the only thing that you'll have left

You and me just like a thief and
A oh-so reluctant cop to catch you
For a crime many would commit
You tell me about your fame
Put it aside you're such a shame
Not another of your false story

Just fuck off
"Mr.Popularity"

Go away its starting to swoon me
Stop putting up a false pretense
Cause it'll only get you
It'll only get you in the end
Try to keep it close to you
Cause it's the only thing that you'll have left

Liar, Liar
Liar, Liar
Liar, Liar
Liar, Ends here.
8:19 AM