Dad just asked my mum whether he could send me off and as usualy mum disagrees. I dont know. I have no say. She she says, ill usually just take it all in and shut up, the more i say, the higher tendency for her to cry and i dont want that. But fuck long time since ive seen him sia. I really dont know.

And monday he asks us out for dinner, my mum was very reluctant and the way she conveyed it wasnt even convincing. She was like i dont know lah up to you all. I also feel ifi choose to at least have dinner withhim since he wont be sending me off on tues, she will still cry. How sia like that..
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